Friday, 31 October 2014
Daddyhood and how it changes your life
NEXT week, Jacob would have been with us for a staggering three months and in that time, my haven't things changed!
I've tried to write this blog a number of times but got so far and realised there was another aspect to my life which had changed since I became part of the 'Daddyhood'.
It's been a mind-blowing experience for me, I have adored every second so far and hope it will continue long into the future.
The main change is in me, I am now a lot calmer person, work still infuriates me at times but for some reason I now can just take a breath and move on.
Importantly whatever has happened at work I leave it at work and once go through the front door I am a happy person again.
Sleeping as I have blogged about before is very interesting but its the tiredness which has struck me more.
Previously I could easily be found playing Football Manager or watching TV until the early hours then sleeping and be fine the next day.
Now around 10pm I can feel the tiredness setting in, the TV goes off as does the laptop and my bed calls more.
I have always been quite an emotional person but since becoming a dad a new frontier has opened up, previously didn't get upset about stories involving kids as didn't have one.
Now anything involving children and I can feel the tears and instantly think 'How would I cope?' - Why does parenting do this to you?
We went to an NCT reunion last Saturday and I realised all the mums had different experiences to talk about, natural birth, assisted deliveries and our case c-section.
Yet the dads were exactly the same! How you coping?, er it's been mental, How you finding being back at
work? Crap Have you done the really bad nappies? Yup
I will end on the biggest mind blown I still can't adjust to, Jacob will be a toddler, a little boy, a young man – I can't picture him as a little toddler running around and talking yet can't wait at the same time!